Confessions...

I stole this idea from Ronda - who I am sure stole it from someone else, but I really liked it. I thought, "Wow, that must have been really freeing!" So here I go.....

* I am entirely too loyal. I cannot understand why more people aren't. The problem with this is that it sets me up for hurt when others aren't as loyal as I am.
* I normally don't use bad language, but when I am in a car...oh boy, other drivers can make me say things. (Don't worry - it is nothing too bad)
* Some days I secretly wish that I was still living in Arkansas! While it is super nice to be with family, at least I had my own house and jobs there....and not to forget two of the greatest friends ever!!! I miss you Monica and Pam :)
* I always wonder why???? Or better yet why me? I know pathetic!!!! I guess that shows my total lack of faith in my Father in Heaven. I am working on that :)
* I always say I am going to run a marathon, but when it comes right down to it, I don't because I don't think I will be able too, or it will be embarassing when I run it super slow and I used to be a collage distance runner.
* I worry everday about how much I am messing up my boys with my bad parenting. For example, I know Preston has a bad temper because of me and my bad temper.
* I tell everyone that when we have another baby, that I would be fine with another a boy, but I really want my own little girl someday.
* I worry a lot. I try not to let it show, but I am always worried..sadly it is mostly about the future. I guess it all goes back to faith - I need more. In the words of Elder Holland, "Faith points to the future."
* I am afraid that if anything were to happen to Rex or the boys, I would never recover...so I try to never think about that :)

That wasn't so bad...but if I were being truly honest, there are a few confessions that I would rather not confess at this moment!